Monday, March 20, 2006
arghDADA.
sigh! i know im stupid. but u dont need to turn one ard and shot me right? if u wan to say anything abt me jus say. no need to use student council to shot me one. i know im slow stupid. cant do well in my exam. but instead of encouraging me. u jus tryin to say me. wad this lo? arent u suppose to help and encourage ppl like me.
sigh! i was so angry la. wen she say that. is totally pissed me off. and i dun feel like goin anywhere jus feel like going hm. since she say me till like tis. i'll try to do better 2 show her man. its totally discouraging ppl la. argh! dun talk abt her spoilt my whole mood liao.
since she like tt say me. i shall be a crazy gal shall study study n only study. after sch go hm study. dun go anywhere. good idea right. sigh! hai..
Friday, March 17, 2006
testify2loveDADA.
today ish such a RELAX day. i like so free nth to do morning travel from pasir ris to bedok. bedok to tampines. tampines to pasir ris. pasri ris to tampines. and back from tampines to pasir ris. crazy gal. v bo liao right? but its alright to sacriface 4 u. ((:
today i saw a different u while working. but after working u like totally crazy jus come out from child care or smth. but its alright i'll understand. u v stress working such a strict place. so its ok dada shall be ur destress toys. no matter how u bully her she wont angry. no worries.
i feel so tired nowdays donno why. keep have e feelin of sleeping. haha. but indeed i sleep alot. haha. tmr got tutition afternoon working. sian. holiday so bored la. rather go sch. but didnt go sch good things is can c u. lol. hw hw? die havent do.
testify to love.. testify to love.. ((:
Thursday, March 16, 2006
coolDADA.
wa. wad a wonderful day today! haha a completetion of DJ production. haha. which tooks lots of hardwork in buying fixing selling shoppin. from pasir ris to amk. travel on bus and mrt. more den 1hr on bus and mrt. but there's always fun & laughter on e trip. cool!!
i feel those satisfication. guess u. will be more happy. cos finally 1 cool product is produce. haha jus modfiy com cost 1k plus. Oh my tian! haha. but i seriously very happy to see the results ish so nice. haha. now i havin more interest in modify com & seeing com stuff haha. i found so cool la seeing wire here n there lol. cool.
haha wonderful day modifing. lol
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
crazyDADA.
oops! i totally MAD. Later happy later sad. lol so ku ku. dada, cannot angry cannot sad later no one wants u le la. haha. so mus stay happy & cheerful no matter wad happen. As wad MR TOH had say we mus believe that we can conquer all troubles no matter is studies or relationship. Dada u can conquer all difficult. with God in dada nth will bring her down. muhaha! dada will win u de. u won win dada de. muhaha!
lol ytd today got choir practise. so tired. ytd stand 4 3hrs today upgrade stand 4 4hrs. cool right? lol. so tiring. actually ytd & today i very very tired. lol. ytd morning still needs to go chinatown historical centre. so lame la. den afternoon choir. den evening walk hm no bus fare. tired sia! and someone still make dada jealous. hai. things goes up side down. but after talking to u saying u. i pray read e journey bk. i feel so bad n v sorry 4 saying such things to u. i reflected myself. and i find so stupid for saying such things. i feel so bad tt i cant stop crying ytd n blamin myself till u call me. seriously. but i feeling better now le. ((:
today. although v tired. but still pei my fren go clementi to do my fren stuff. so cool la. pasir ris go clementi go bugis go clementi go pasir ris. lol. cool. but at least we get 4 things done in one afternoon. yeah! praise the Lord. finally all things ish done. haha. so fun on e way got many rubbish talks. haha how i wish everyday will be a happy day. lol. den nth will goes right.
dun wish to see or hear u. shoo~ get out of muh life now n forever..
Monday, March 13, 2006
highDADA.
ytd was the last day of IT show. haha. cool! 1st time go IT show. c so many things and people. crazie people. chiong-ing for IT stuff. u can see ppl big & small bag. haha. den weird thing ish i went for e first day of IT show & last day of IT show. i saw e same group of ppl twice. haha. -_-'''
yea. den my fren took some very cool modify com.
tis 2 is e 2 modify com i saw at the IT show. lol. so cool e 2nd one. cost ard $9000. donno true anot. is my fren say de. cos of e graphic card. wa. im gettin more n more interested in com stuff. haha. hope to get into IT course in poly. yea. study study. lol. if i have $5000 in my bank. i'll use 1/5 of e money to modify com. haha guess have to wait for 20yrs time. lol. now my bank is countable. lol.
today. boring la. morning go for literature lesson. afternoon stay at hm eat slp online. night. donno. haha sian la. tmr worst. got chinese outing to chinatown. den afternoon choir. den night at home ba. sian. sian. v sian. haha.
What the world will never take... lalalala...
ok shall do some lit revision & wait for my parents come hm den got food. hungry hungry.. ((:
missing.. my ai ren men.. ((:
Saturday, March 11, 2006
worriedDada.
im so worried. after u hang my phone. no response from u. sms u. call u. nudge u online. oso no response. guess u sleepin ba. but dada so worried abt u. worried till get up from bed more den 5 times. wad happen? tell dada ma. if im e one make u sad tell me can. Please dun keep it to urself. hao ma??
tmr was working. tiring. but ok get to see dcc! before & after work. yipee. happy. ((:
today going work too. lol. like workholic. but im not. ish no choice. if can choose rather go out with my love one. den work la. stayin @ e same old place. sigh!!
hai. missing my love one, my darling one.. my everything.. how i wish 1 hand get grab hold of all the happiness and nvr let it go. and nvr let it leave me. how i wish i have such a great n mighty hand. but i know it impossible. cause whatever meant to be us will be with us. not meant to be with us will go. so treasure wad u have. i dun wish to leave u one day. pls NO! :((
Friday, March 10, 2006
sadDada.
im sorry for ytd. doesnt mean to makes things like tis. its seems things getting worst den things getting better. hai. remembering last time those fun & laughter can hardly be found. now only quarrel & sadness. why can we have those fun & laughter time now & 4eva. i wish to have that instead of now. :(( i have a feelin den u see me everyday feel v sian nw. and dun wish to see me. but but but.. i wish to see u..!! how? God help me to change e way we are nw..
stomach still pain didnt go CDAC but going work. nonsense. but e fact ish i lazy to go anywhere except goin out wit garfield. hai wad shld i do to make things goes back to normal.
guess?? Dada attitude must change. cannot like tis go on. if not smth bad will happen. dada ren ren ren. u can de. things doesnt goes v right this week. haix. why? why? why?
i dun wan to lose a good & happy friend. and i dun wan to lose a close & wonderful friend. hai. wad to do to keep em by my side. haix. sigh!! WHAT SHLD I DO? i dun wan to give up. hai.